| Forbidden Love Letter
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Hi Jeff,
here's the truth..I was kinda scared this might happen. I was really hurt about everything that happened between us in the past. I know it was not the best situation we were in back then. I am glad you still consider me as a friend, if you still do. When I found you on here and added you, I was trying hard to fight the feelings that came rushing back to me. You see, I am not the happiest in my current relationship. It didn't start off as a real fairy tale like everyone thought it was. I have always tried to leave, but what's stopping me is fear. Fear of being alone, fear that I would be a single mother going through hard times alone. I do love him. I am not sure if I am in love with him. why am I telling you all this? I feel like I can talk to you. I feel like you are listening. I know you're dealing with a lot right now. I may come across as selfish. But I feel that we have unfinished business..that's what my heart is telling me. Maybe my mind and my heart are just playing tricks on me. But I can't help the way I feel. Do you remember the letter I wrote you? I meant what I said..and I still do. I might be impulsive by everything I am saying right now. I am asking more of you than a friendship. I just feel connected to you somehow. I hope you understand that I have always and will always feel the same about you. You just didn't want to give me the chance..the chance to be your queen. Ok I said what I said. Will I regret this..I don't know. All I know is ever since we started communicating again on here, my feelings are getting stronger for you. Please respect my feelings enough to keep this between you and I. In my dreams you're still my knight. Even if we can never be together. You'll always be a part of me. I wish I could be there with you to comfort the pain you're going through. I know it's not easy to see your sister go through that. Please give me time. I hope you will wait for me. If not, then just tell me. I will understand. I always have. You'll always be a friend to me no matter what. Please forgive me for loving you all these time. I just blocked it for so long by hurting myself all those years. He doesn't have my password. So you can write back to me. Just give me some answers. I just want to know if you've ever felt anything at all towards me. I feel so numb right now. I gotta go. Please don't lose touch.
Love,
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forbidden, love, letter, truth
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 posted by jtjj59 on 11/06/09 13:09:26
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Girl I think your letter is beautiful and even if it took a while you found what your heart was telling you. I hope for both of you that find each other again! You see I can relate to this so much I am kind of going thru the same thing right now. My prayers are that she follows her hearts true feelings and says to him we'll be friends and we find wach other again. |
posted by afnoles on 12/07/08 11:31:18 |
I'm not judging (since I don't live in a glass house), but I do find it odd you ask him to "respect your feelings", yet you obviously aren't respecting your husband's by communicating in secret with an ex-bf... |
posted by Aji'sgirl on 09/30/08 08:23:09 |
aww |
posted by eternitysoul on 09/07/08 16:56:50 |
This is a letter I sent someone I have loved all along, after getting in touch with him through Facebook. |
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