From one kind deed to another, from one argument to the other, i always have the reason to stay and to keep on believing but now after the last few drops of tears have dried, i have finally found my place out of his life.Ive met him when i was just new to this company, we were just chatmates at the start, and later on we started texting, i was comfortable with his company and i ejoyed every second of our conversation.During that month of january, it happened that i had an appointment at his place, so we had time to met and finally get to know each other, to my surprise it became the start of a romance i dreamed of, in my entire life.I could still remember how we spend the entire day laughing, window shopping, eating and how we enjoy just in bed and teasing each other.It was the happiest time of my life,thats why when i was on my way to my place,i feel i left my heart their.Having long distance relationship didnt stop us to communicate, in fact our relationship became so strong.He was always the man i would admire because of his honesty, being gentleman and him being so nice, he was really a great person inside and out.no more no less.It was in the mid of this year when our relationship became so rocky, we have argued often, we have misunderstanding and we were really put in tests. I still dont knew why it end up that why, seeing each other in the arms of people we never thought, will be in the picture. I know i can be blamed of all the failures,i had other party as well, and i forgot to value our relationship.I was overconfident that he would never leave me.but when i heared the news that he has his new girl, i fell the pain..i feel the deep regret.Missing him was that the hardest part but the thought that i once had him, is what breaks my heart.Honestly, i still do love him and he would always be my man. But right now, the best time to heal all wounds is time, at Gods best time,hopefully.I remember during that night when we talked about what happened, he told he already tired, i said can we give it another chance, though i know he wanted too,,,but i understand he wants us to grow.He wanted first to make us mature,i was deeply hurt by his decision to part ways.but i know it would be for the better,,If it means that he would be happy with someone else, i would be willing to set him free thou it means im not part of it.I remember my friends telling me that wounded knees are easy to heal that broken hearts, but still i never had any regrets, coz i know i have loved..and someday i look forward in Gods best time where i can find a new dawn of love, a dawn of love that forever be mine.