Before I start i'd like to appologize for any grammmar and spelling problems and the fact that my story can in no way be told in a way that would be sufficent enough but I'm going to try because it's one that everyone needs to hear and learn from. It happened over a year ago, we met and I remember thinking "why am I still talking to this jerk" he had kept teasing me telling me i didn't look like a  16 year old. If someone had told me then that he would be the one I'd fall in love with I would have thought they were crazy but oddly enough it happened. As time went on me and him started talking more he always teased me and called me his sis by that time i was dying to be more but figured i'd take what i could get. as a few months rolled around I got dumped by my at the time boyfriend hed cheated on me and i was broken hearted at the time or at least i thought i was. It was then that I decided to tell Michael about it because there was no one i'd rather talk to about something like that. well before i knew it michael was cussing that guy out thats how he is hes always looking out for other people always caring about them in fact he goes and visits orphans and plays with them on his own for no reason. he even dressed up as santa for them this past year. Anyways a few weeks later michael found out that i liked him through a friend of ours and as daniel(the friend) put it when telling me michael said that he loved me from the moment wed met. As you might guess me and mike got together and things only got better wed send eachother love letters and talked every possible moment. After about six months things changed for the worst though. Mike started acting colder to me and treating me bad. I knew he still loved me and all but something was seriously wrong with him i tried to get him to talk about it but hed never tell me what it was and id cry all night wondering finally things got so bad that we broke up for a lil while but ended up getting back together. I now know what was wrong with mike that hed pushed me away for those months. You see micheal developed this disease in his blood it clogged his arteries and stuff. The doctor told him he might have a few months or a year to live in his mind he was protecting me from getting hurt more. I confronted mike about this and told him even if he only had a week to live i wanted to spend it with him. Mikey then proposed to me we were so happy we planned to get married next year but now that might not happen. You see this amazing guy that im so in love with might not make it through today. Michael's only hope to live was a surgery where theyd remove these clots and stuff out of his heart it was really risky and he was told he had a 40% chance of making it. we talked about this both scared to death of what would happen but decided that ultimatly 40% was better then without the surgery. Michael went through with the surgery for me he didnt want to but he did it for me because it was our chance to be together. The surgery went good and they removed all the mess now it was up to michael to wake up. I couldnt be there for the surgery so i had a friend keep me posted as to how hes doing. That surgery was 4 days ago and michael still hasnt woke up. his heart has quit twice and they had to restart it. before he went into surgery michael left me a few letters. in the very first one he told me that if i didnt hear from him today to move on. everyday ive read his letters and now theres only 2 that i know of. Everyday ive been scared when my phone rang it was to tell me that ive lost him. I'm so scared and despite the fact that he told me not to cry the tears fall constantly. He said for me to move on but its impossible. I might be only 17 but ive found my soul mate and have been engaged to him ive spent the past year with him and even though we're young and we've only had a year I know that no one would ever be the same as him no one will amount to what he means to me. Finding Michael was like winning the lottery it made me the richest person on earth not money wealth but the wealth of love and having someone mean so much in my heart. Everyday i pray for him to wake up so we can begin our life together and im going to wait for him for as long as we can because i know hes fighting for me there with all his strenght and i know michael wants to be with me too. In the hospital he was holding my engagement ring in his hand refusing to let go even after he was put to sleep. If you read this please cherish the time that you have with the one that you love never let a second go by without it. Fights happen but they arent worth wasting the time that you could have being happy together thats what me and michael always say. and if you read this please pray for us, that he will wake up, because i cant live without him and dont know what else to do....